there was a girl

"My heart booms at the speed of light,

But the exit sign's always on my mind,

Always in my sight.

I could say that I really want to stay,

But the monster outside always wins the fight,

Alwayswait.

"Time--

It's eating me alive,

Unable to rewind.

Sink deeper while I'm climbing,

Never to arriveGet out. No. Thisisn'trealyoucan'tmakeme.

"Dead star shine

Light up the sky

I'm all out of breath

My walls are closing innomywallsaregonewheredidmywallsgo

"Hungry bread-and-butter hussle.

You been doin' it a while, it's only fair.

Where's your relaxaOH FUCK NO! NO! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD!

"I've seen this city a thousand times.

From the glass, twenty stories high, 

I've watched this city burn.

If everything you've said is true,

There's no hope that someday they will learn.

But if I stay here with you,

Then they will never learn the truththiscan'tbehappeningthiscan'tberealohgodstopstopplease

"There was a girl who had the faith to move a mountain,
And, like a child, she would believe without a reason.
Without a trace, she disappeared into the void, andnoIwon't I won't believe this you'renotrealdon'tdon'tDON'TI'm not strong enough to stay away.Can't resistNothing to lose,Can't run from you,Poisoning the message.Nothing to gain.I just run back to you.Just a narcissist.Nothing surrounds me.Like a moth, I'm drawn 

into your flame,Trapped inside the wreckage,Nothing stays the same.Say my name, but it's not the same.Moving all around,And the sympathy I had is gone.You look in my eyes, I'm stripped of my pride.Screaming of the ups and downs.I fought so longAnd my soul surrenders and you bring my 

heart to it's knees.Pollution manifested in perpetual sound.To keep from going under. 

I don't have to worry,The wheels go 'round and the sunset creepsBut why hang on?'Cause I 

know Slendy's watching me.Behind street-lamps, chain-link, and concrete.Nothing matters at 

all.No one else sees him, it seems.A little piece of paper with a picture drawnNothing at 

all.He follows me in my dreams.Floats on down the street 'til the wind is gone,I 

try to hide it,And it finds me.And the memory nowIs like the picture was then:To 
avoid the shock,The fight inside is coursing through me.When 
the paper's crumpled upBut I get pulled inside it:And it binds me. 
It can't be perfect again,My Nothing Box.The fight inside is killing 
me again.Dead star shine,In my dreams I see you come to 
me,Have you ever felt this way before?Light up the sky.A 
memory of times old.'Cause I don't wanna hide here 
anymore.I'm all out of breath.Waking up, I realize 
Hell's cool as ice,Take me to a place where nothing's wrong,
andMy walls are closing in.And the touch of sin did get 
me in."Thanks for coming,"There was a girl 
who had the faith to move a mountain,Nothing 
burns like the cold.Shut the door.And, like a child, 
she would hide without a reason.   stop   Never  
ever talk   nostopplease   Without a trace, she 
disappeared into the void, and noenough   
Never ever smileThere was a girl who 
had the faith to move a mountain 
pleasenomoreithurts   Never ever 
touchAnd like a child she would 
hide without a reason Never 
ever feelithurtssomuchplease
stopitThere was a girlNever 
ever talkwho had the faith 

Never ever smileto move
a mountain Never ever 
touchThere was a girl 

Never ever feel 
who had the faith 
to Never ever
move a
nevereverneverevernonopleasenononononono

IWILLHEARYOUCALLMYNAMEAGAINNO STOP STOP STOP STOP I WONT DO IT YOU CANT MAKE ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOPMAKEITSTOPMAKEITSTOPMAKEITSTOPITHURTSICANTTAKEIT
MAKEITSTOPITHURTSITHURTSSOMUCHPLEASEPLEASEQUIETIJUSTWANTQUIETENDTHEPAINENDEVERYTHINGJUSTPLEASESHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUT UP!!!!

oh god

i can wait a thousand hours

stay the same in sun and showers

pick  a p a r t  a hundred flowers

just to be quiet

withyou

I'm so sorry everyone.

The music doesn't work anymore. It won't stop.

My name is Valerie Amanda Simmons, and I think I am about to die.